Wednesday, November 02, 2005

Sleepless night..

Today, I woke up at 4am and had a bad running nose. Plus, accidentally woke my brother up; this is not my false because he is a light sleeper. Ok! Ok! It was partial my false, I did made lot of noise with my nose. Without scolding me, he checked on me, gave me some med and went back to sleep. :) Thank god, I do have a nice brother.

Anyway, I am heading back to my hometown after my work today. It has been 2 months of my last trip back home. Sister is not very happy with my no of trips. This is a long story. My mom is ill; my sister wants me to spend more time with my mom. Guilty as charged. I do not spend enough time with my mom. Even after I return from States 4 years back, I did not take a short break with my mom and immediately start working. I am very career focus person, this is also may be I had put my career on hold for my ex, I am trying to catch up what I have leave be hide. I have promise myself to make thing better for her. Early this year, I changed my job because the long hours in the office and the pressure from my job had created some health problem for me. Now, I am in a new company with less work and I still unable to spend more time with her. :( I know no more excuse for me. I realise I have been taking my family for granted. Currently, I am working in a company with 6 days week plus I am still under proportion period. So, I can’t get any leave until my conformation which due on mid December. I need to voice up to my director next week to make some arrangement.

Dorothy is at Singapore today, hope she enjoy the shopping trip. I am glad that she gave me a ring this morning showed she miss me.. Horary!

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