Taking advantage of public holiday tomorrow, I took today off to obtain an extended weekend of 4 days. I have to get break from my extreme work life. This also giving time for me to do some inner soul searching. The big question is "What do I really want in life?"
In different age, we have a different priority in our life. I have change mine many times over the years; however, it is always switch between relationship (love), career (money), and health (a better life). Difference phases of my life have different need. Now, what do I need?
Perhaps a relationship will help at this moment, a person to hold my hand and guide me to the light. Errr, but this will also come with side effect of I don't handle the relationship well. Remember, I have out of this for almost 10 years now, I have no confident on myself can take care the another party feeling in a good manner.
A step down level from my career? This will be last resource in many cases, I can't afford to have another one as I already did one before. A great impact in career path, as I still feel the negative impact until today.
Guess this is too heavy for an off day.. I should let this rest for today and tomorrow..
In different age, we have a different priority in our life. I have change mine many times over the years; however, it is always switch between relationship (love), career (money), and health (a better life). Difference phases of my life have different need. Now, what do I need?
Perhaps a relationship will help at this moment, a person to hold my hand and guide me to the light. Errr, but this will also come with side effect of I don't handle the relationship well. Remember, I have out of this for almost 10 years now, I have no confident on myself can take care the another party feeling in a good manner.
A step down level from my career? This will be last resource in many cases, I can't afford to have another one as I already did one before. A great impact in career path, as I still feel the negative impact until today.
Guess this is too heavy for an off day.. I should let this rest for today and tomorrow..
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