Lately, I have been facing lot of cross road of my life. As usual, I chosen the most suitable and safe one. However, in some cases, I decided to go for the hardness one. Maybe I am just try to be nice without hurting someone, and will bear with "pain" for sometime. I know it is not wise. If I can reduce the damage by suffer myself, I will do so.
Once I believe He will talk to me when he is ready but I hope the timing will be soon as the pain in even greater that what I can imagine and it is slowing eating up my soul.. I might have to cut him lose as to protect my own self to sink deeper. I am so lost.. even friends had advised to cut the damage and regroup. :( If as easy as say, I have do it long time ago.. ..
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"Once I believe He will talk to me when he is ready but I hope the timing will be soon as the pain in even greater that what I can imagine and it is slowing eating up my soul.."
I m feeing what u r feeling now too. Been 4 years i have been waiting for him to talk to me too, but he didnt. And i bumped into him yesterday and I can tell he makes sure there is NOTHING going on between us even just a simple Q like "hey..since when u started joining marathon?"he chose not to answer me. That really hurts me. the funny thing is...he cheated on me 4 years ago (not me chaeted on him) and now he wants nothing to do with me? all i ever want is just be frens so that the haunting experience can leave me...
I really hope he will talk to u soon..cus the pain is really unbearable...
lost soul like you
*hugs* evything will work out fine. :D
Feelingssss...
The longer you delay, the more pain you'll have.
You have did many hard decisions before, I'm sure you can overcome this one too.
Sometimes it is a blessing in disguise ... where we suddenly realize that there are others around us who love and care for us.
You are stronger than you think you are.
Do take k.
Take care, my friend. Not every road is as hard you think with friends around.
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