Seriously, I am still confuse, even I have decided to move on as I know that we are not mean to be together. I really wish that his relationship will sustain and happy forever. The truth feeling toward him is hard to remove. I wish the time can heal my pain slowly...
It should not be hard to live by myself since I have walking alone for many years. Why should I worry? If anyone should be blame on this matter, I should blame myself as I am just too weak on control my feeling.
Sign! Why should I still thinking on this issue? As I have decided to move on few days back.. Maybe is the pain, I have to let it get out from my body. The feeling of a knife slicing thru my heart has to be STOP. I even almost can feel and hear my blood is dripping to floor with the crystal clear sound.
Time to get back to sleep.. another long night to go.... :( with pain. .. ...
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