Time to move on

I hate myself for falling into this drama situation.

I hate myself for unable to control my feeling.

I hate myself being weak.

I hate myself being the 3^rd parties.

I hate myself for self destruct.

I hate myself for not to let it go sooner.

I hate myself ….

It is time to be realistic, and I need a good sleep.

I managed to let my feeling go without torture myself with the dramatic issue. Sometime, when we step back we will find another better world. I hope I am doing the right thing.

Do I still have feeling toward him.. Yes, I am.