This is ironic issue. Sometime, I felt he is so closed to me and yet so far. I am not sure what I should do next. Don't like to feeling of being a traditional asian. Keep all the feeling and hope that one day he will notice or aware it. Still, I feel the timing is not right to be truthful to him. I don't know what going to be his reaction, if I told him about my feeling...
Do chat with him regularly.. pretending nothing happen and look happy.. Lucky my acting skill is quite good.. haha. The hardest part is to keep cooling down the feeling and control myself. Not sure, I actually have any misbehavior in front of him. Anyway, so far so good. Thank god!!
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