I wish I could just take the sleeping med and get a good night sleep.. Every time, I wake up.. he will be the first one come into my mind. This is really sad and bad. I started losing the control on my emotion.
I have been good on managing my emotion in front of others. Even I tried hard to put the feeling toward him into a box in my heart, it is started to show sign of overflow. I am not sure how long I still can managed it. It will be time for me to deal with it when it really out of control.
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