Letter to my late mother

Dear Mom,

How are you? Wonder how is the life on your side. It has been closed to a year, we have not communicate. Sometime, I whisper in front of your picture, I am not sure you hear me.

Mom, all of us miss you very much. Your grand-son told me that sister always looked at your photo every night and sometime with tear in her eye. Also, your daughter-in-law told me that brother always cried in front of your picture. Many times during our way back from KL, your third son cried in the car suddenly, I guess he thinks about you on the journey. Not sure, you are aware of this. I think you are. Please don’t worry I will try my best to talk to them.

Also, I have move into my own apartment sharing with another 2 brothers. So far so good, they quite like the place. I am sure sister will come to visit us end of this year.

Your youngest son is started work last month. I have been giving him a ride in the morning and evening. The boss is also happy with his performance. I will take care of him.

Last week, we went to Tioman again. Do you still remember the balcony where we seated and have the long chat? I was there again. I just sat there for hours and tried to remember all the conversation we had last time. It was a great memory there. I felt like you are there with me..

There is lot of things I would like to share with you.. I know!! I know!! I still few things have to be fulfill your wish. I am afraid some of them I am not able to do it. I hope you will forgive me. I’ll try my best to do those I manage.

Lastly, I will like to thank you for being my mom. I am regretted that I did not spent enough time with you during your life time as I am the only son who always way from you. I wish you will forgive me.

Your son who always love you ..