A friend asked me who say the KEYWORD first on the last day of my relationship..
My first relationship, both of us did not say anything to each other. I know he will never be with me. I run away from the pain, hurt, and lost. I decided to my study oversea. I know our relationship is ended when I stepped into the plane before my departure. I took me years before I managed to talk to him again.
My second relationship, I said the keyword. It was a week before I leave US. I don’t see how we can keep the relationship as we are so far apart. I turned the relationship from lover to friend. He understood the situation and agreed. We both had tear in our eye. It was hard. I have undergo few years of downtime after the breakup. Because he mean a lot to me.
It is not easy to ask me to open my heart again nowadays. There are few, but always met them in the wrong timing.. haha.. may be I am just no luck on my love life.
4 comments:
well, to me, it doesn't really matter who said it first! sometimes it is a mutual feeling! :) as long as both of u are happy with the decision and never regret in future then that's the right answer!yeah i know people around often ask this question, i normally i ignore!
dont worry!One day,you sure will meet your true love!
Min: Agreed with you. However, sometime, someone has to pop up the word. As I don't like the feeling of guessing. :)
Outsider: Don't have anyone woh! sure worry loh.. :)
Have no one? Hmmph... and I thought u are love sick... couldn't sleep after your 10pm bed time, playing with torchlight on the bed, the "keyword" fuss...
Lighten Up! It's not the end of the world! Many will like to have a partner who can cook breakfast, iron cloths (even the boxers), clean the house, drive around...
yF, the anonymous
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