May be due to my karma, I am always in love with the “forbidden” guy. Each time, when I though I found someone. It always ended with a disappointment. I don’t think my heart can take this anymore. Sadly, I always see the history repeat itself when come to my relations.
May be I should just play dump? Or may be I shouldn’t understand him? Or I should just get an ONS? Or I should just close my heart forever? Or I should … etc and etc.
My brain is too clear on every details, I need a switch off button. Just follow the flow.
Everything went so well until I discovered that he still very in love with his ex. Lesson 101: don’t ask the question you don’t want to know. My heart immediately FROZR (it will be nice for christmas tree decoration). I know is time to pull myself out. I should not get involve. Chinese old say “Short pain better than long pain”. Because I am so Chinese; therefore, I decided to follow it.
4 comments:
3 postings in a row. Just about 5 hours things can changed so fast? Perhaps a little bit more time, enjoy the company and give each other more time?
yF, the patience anonymous
Ha Ha.. I wish I could, but.. but I always keep a clear mind set.. :(
switch off all the button, but follow your heart.
wyz
Thank for the advised; however, I really don't know how to switch it off. Now, I just follow the flow. Hope ship will found a new world soon.
Post a Comment