“Do you consider return to US?” This is No. 1 in my most frequent asked questions for the past 4 months.
Yesterday, my friend popped up this question again. I am wonder why many of them asking the same question. They basically thinking of follow:
"Since you leave and worked at state before; therefore, you should consider return there."
"Your ex is staying at Hawaii. you should go back to him."
"Freedom!!"
Frankly, I am not sure where and what I want now. However, I am very sure going back to US is not a good choice for me at the moment.
For the relationship between my ex, I should put it aside at the moment. It is not in my most important task. It is not an easy task to catch up the relation which both of us put aside. We do have lot of homework to do if we consider getting back together. I don’t see the future in it yet, since we have been apart for almost 5 years. May be possible and may be not. Both of us (may be only me) are satisfied with the current condition.
I am a family guy. I love them very much. As now, my family still needs me here. I have to keep up my promise to my late mom on keeping the family together. At least for the next few years until everything is getting back to normal.
I have lot of best friends here in Malaysia. I do enjoy their company. I will miss them if I going back there. Without their support, I don't think I can go this far. I am very thankful that many of them stand behide me when I needed them. I consider myself a very lucky guy because it is hard enough to get one best friend in our life; however, I have many of them. :) Thank god!!
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