Lost Again

I am lost again. This is the second time in this year. I am not sure, am I should continue working in this company. I found that I have to deal with the politic more than my work nowadays. There are 2 groups here. For those performer like myself will prefer to improve and achieve better result for the company; on the other hand, those not perform will reject our ideas. It has become very serious now. Everyday, we can felt the heat for the opposite group. They have created lot of rumors and small movement toward us. I am really sick of it. What we wanted is just grow the company and nothing personal. This is only a job for me and I am not getting any benefit out of it.

Also, my supervisor hinted me that I am not performing; however, he doesn’t want to change the system. The system is a fusel with lot of issues. Without changing it, I will unable to perform. So this is chicken and egg theory. I must find a way out soon. I have put in a proposal to improve the current situation, if he doesn’t accept it. It will time for me to move on.