A Brand New Path

This is the first Saturday I not required to work after 4 years plus. I have to tell you that I miss it very much. I can take my sweet time to do things as I wish. A good start. :)

Yesterday was my last day in my ex-company, my colleagues organized a potluck lunch in the office. It was great lunch, we all had fun.. but it was sad in a way too. Few of my friends SMS to ask me do I cry? The answer is No. It was emotional but I did not cry; however, my colleagues did.

Looking forward to the new job, please wish me luck. :) Thank you.

A New Me?

This morning, I had did something I never do before...

A car break down in mid of an interception, without second thought, I parked my car and help the poor feller to push the car to the road side.

错误 - Mistake

我只是一个人，人也会犯错，犯错了也要面对后果，不管有多惨痛。不过，至少我，现在还能警惕，不要犯下同样的错误。我若能痛定思痛，汲取这次教训，当作上了人生重要的一课，也可能因祸得福。

I am just a human begin, human begin will make mistake and have to face the consequence, no matter how deeply grieved. But, at least I, now will be vigilant, and will not repeat the same mistake. If I can learn from this painful experience, and derives this lesson. Consider this as a important life experience, and also possible a misfortune turn into a blessing.

Early morning blue

I wake up at 3:30am. I wake up due to him again. I really need to do something to side track the thought. It does not help if I don't get enough sleep. I should start finish my ironing after I blog this. :(

Also, it may due to work... I having some nightmare on my projects. It is not an easy job for me as I am so green in the field - Renovation. I have to learn in the fastest way. I don't have the luxury of time as I am facing the tight dateline. Where everything must be order by end of this month. Sigh!! Immediately after this, I will need to travel to my branch office to implement the long waiting system. And the dateline is end of July.

My ex-immediate supervisor called me yesterday and gossip on my ex-company. I really don't like to bring back my memory on the old company as I have move on. I have to say that no one really give a good comment over my ex-company; however, we agreed that it was a great training ground for new comer. If you can stay there for a year, we can ensure that you will have no problem to deal with any job in this world. It is base on exit survey of the ex-staff. Most of us said our current job is really easy compare to the previous one. It may due to overwork and short dateline. Anyway, I don't plan to get into detail or may be I have disclosed too much.. lol.

Ok! I better go iron my clothes now.. still have 2 shirts and 5 pants to go.. need to finish it fast.. it has been seating on the living room for week since we are away last week. :)

The Keyword

A friend asked me who say the KEYWORD first on the last day of my relationship..

My first relationship, both of us did not say anything to each other. I know he will never be with me. I run away from the pain, hurt, and lost. I decided to my study oversea. I know our relationship is ended when I stepped into the plane before my departure. I took me years before I managed to talk to him again.

My second relationship, I said the keyword. It was a week before I leave US. I don’t see how we can keep the relationship as we are so far apart. I turned the relationship from lover to friend. He understood the situation and agreed. We both had tear in our eye. It was hard. I have undergo few years of downtime after the breakup. Because he mean a lot to me.

It is not easy to ask me to open my heart again nowadays. There are few, but always met them in the wrong timing.. haha.. may be I am just no luck on my love life.

Pre-Bangkok tirp

Finallay, I managed to go for a vacation after long long time.. I will heading to Bangkok on Sunday and will be back on Thursday. After the trip, I would have to going back to my hometown.

Some friends suggested I should go to go go dance and suana, and then write the stories. :) Sadly to inform all of you that I am not much interested in those place. I am not navie or don't like erotic. I am just not enjoy it; however, I prefer exclusive one. Any volunteer? Ha ha.

Some pictures from my last Indonesia trip.

Hotel main entrance

nice corridor deco

Like the way they arrange the flower and the mirror

Fancy for any drink, Sir?

I always drink lot of water during my trip, as you can see the empty bottles.. that is my wallet on the table

View of my room with the king size bed. Anyway, they did not provide any bed warmer.. haha!!

The window view.. :)

and the wash room...

Mini update

I will be away from town this weekend till next Monday. I am going back to my hometown for early Cheng Meng. Time fly, is already 7 months mom past away.

After back from my hometown, I will go to Jakarta for business trip. Am not looking forward to the trip. There are lots of problems waiting me to solve. Problems are cause from human factors; it is not going to be fun.

Received a nice package from the local restaurant, a small gift will thought.